i seem to be coming up with things people don't know about me quite often now....

1. my sister once fell into a freezing pond when we were little and i couldn't stop laughing

2. i study people that have the same interests as me to convince myself that they are better at it than i am... aka i have low self esteem about my art/dance

3. i can't watch certain movies now.... because of him

4. i used to be unable to pronounce any numbers above ten that had two digits so instead i would say that individual numbers (like "one three" instead of "thirteen")

5. rain is my favorite weather because nothing bad has happened to me in the rain.... except once that almost broke me as a person

6. it's hard for me to look someone straight in the eyes while i'm nervous

7. when i get nervous i fidget like no other

8. when i went to my shrink, she would talk more about herself than i would talk about myself

9. i have a complete oral fixation but when i chew too much gum i get a killer headache

10. the only type of crying at camp that i do is happy crying... not because i'm happy but because i know that later i will be better because of releasing my emotions

11. topher is the friend that i worry the most about because he means so much to me

12. my friendships before relationships never seem to last long.... they just turn to relationships pretty quickly

13. three of my friends and i have all dated the same person more than twice each (i've lost count of how many times i personally have)

14. i am not scared of heights but i'm scared of falling (same as alex)

15. i have done an entire fifty foot high ropes course that involves a twenty-twentyfive foot freefall with a rubber chicken attached to my harness

16. i have always wished that emma and i were twins

17. i spend 70% of my showering time with my head just under the water focusing on the sound the water makes while hitting my body

18. i am scared of really strong wind... and it's not even justifiable

19. 19 is my favorite number

20. i once played veruca salt in a camp play of charlie and the chocolate factory